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I struggle to understand.. [Jul. 21st, 2009|05:17 am]
Ruthless X
From my point of view it's never enough.

Whatever I have to offer is never enough.

All the basics are there.

I'm a swell guy. But it's never enough

There is never enough time.

Or the right words said.

It's not enough that I work hard and live a decent life.

It's not enough that I do what is asked from me. Favors. Money. Help with this or that.

So I struggle to understand what the big problem is.

Human beings are never satisfied.

I'm described as numb, unfeeling, emotionally unavailable, distant, whatever.

meh I'm done.. After this it's whores and prostitutes. Atleast you get what you pay for.